Proclamation 2013
Kali by Raja Ravi Varma.
Goddess of time and change.
I am at the shore now. No longer do I wander in the sea of lost love’s trickery. No longer am I floating with absence. No longer am I cloaked in its tempting and fascinating disorientation. No longer am I for, with, or of a you that once was -and for so brief a time- true. No longer is that you and I a memory to be convinced of, contended with, cherished or calculated. This you is a nothing that will never produce random or real life within me now or ever again. No body remains, only a lonely soulless logic that is to perish from choking on it’s entertainment of itself. I once saw a realness in this becoming it that was you, a hope, a flicker of some kind of light and, an openness. I have learned to overlook it like how one steps over a gaping wound in a road everyday, in the same place, on the long walk home. All that is real is here now. Constantly present, freely flowing. This you that you chose is made only of yesterdays. No longer is it a part of me or a world that thinks with the largeness and fierceness of heart. Gone! I am free of your infection.
January 1, 2013 – Nairobi, Kenya
Remember….the PHOENIX always rises from the ashes…..also Stefanie LYNX…..cats have 9 lives…….
totems to surely befriend
You are a survivor!!!